| 1 Nov 2008 is where it all begins. |
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ahhh wanted to upload more of our old photos but my phone just went sotsot just like the comp!
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i remember my boyfriend and i had account for myspace. we were both friends thru the net. never been chat or send a message. don't really remember who added who. pretty vague. it was like back in 2005 i think? yup it's very long. all i can remember was us, having a very short chatting thru msn. all i can remembered was he send me his webcam and saw him sitting down. not sure doing what but i still remember he told me he was getting ready to meet his friends at cck. then we cut our chat. it was so long we have never chat before till we met again in friendster back in 2008. we tried to remember each other back that we sent each other comments. we wasn't expect anything actually but honestly, i find him cute at that time =p
longed after that, i remember him asking me for my new email because my old one was being hacked. i said i couldn't gave him because my comp's broke down and had no chance to chat. i only get to checked my emails thru school's comp plus they do not have msn. and from there, we became lesser and lesser giving each other a comment.
one day, a magical coincidence day i should say, i was on my way home from school. i was waiting for the lrt at cck interchange. few minutes later, it came. so when i get in, the people inside who was suppose to go outside as they reached their journey at cck, was on their way out. some of them just got up. i was kiasu at that time because i was so tired and really wanna get home to sleep. think that was around evening. and it's friday. i clearly remember it! when i entered the lrt and about to sit down, i saw this one guy who was at the end of the lrt looking at me. i was in the middle. and i wondered 'hmm this guy looks familiar...' and guess what...it's my dear baby! he was about to get up and saw me entering and about to sit! he was smiling at me, showing his rabbit tooth! he gave me a little wave! (i swear that was soooo cute) i was shocked to see like my boyfriend is there. i mean seriously. back in the year 2005, we asked each other where we stayed. he told me around bp and im staying around bp too. we wondered how come we never see each other. and now after 3 years, then only we saw each other? it's weird but it's cute! so i was flabbergasted and smiled to him (acting sweet LOL!) and gave him a little wave too. and as he walked out of the lrt i stared at him all the way. i wanna make sure if it's REALLY him. i looked and saw the burberry bag he was wearing was exactly the same as the one he had on this one photo at friendster. so then i guessed it right!
the next day i log in to my friendster. i was sooo excited because i received a comment from my baby boo. i forgot what exactly he wrote but it was something like he saw me in the lrt. i replied to him saying that i saw him too! he then sent me a random comment saying that he was taller than me. and i start to remember..i was like 'oh ya...he's short..' i mean like seriously serious he was short at that time. so cute =(
then i replied saying that he was short and stuff and it's cute because he denies about it! i can still remember my rabbit boo said 'noooo i'm taller than you. reallyyy.' haha it was cute reminiscing it. he denied! so cute la my baby. few days later we keep on chatting thru friendster's comments. one day, i told him i gt a great news. i told him that my comp was still not working but i can use my brother's comp. he had msn at his comp! and my baby was happy and told me to add him up! but then i told him to add me instead so it's easier for me to sign in later and straight away chat with him! i told him that when i'm online, i'm gonna chat with him first! after so long i'm not online, he's gonna be the first im going to chat with! and i did! when i gt home, i quickly sign in to my msn and accepted his request and right on the spot, i chat with him with the longest and enthusiastic 'HELLLOOOOOOOOOOO DHILLYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' and he replied 'hello janey =], whoa you really chat with me first =]' yes i remembered he has always used that smiley! and from there we start to chat and chat. at that time it was the fasting month. we both woke up for breakfast so we chat the whole thru till our breakfast. it was quite a long time we chat till one day,......one day.......he asked for my phone number!! i was soooo happy because at that time i had a crush on him! =pppp
i gave him and he told me that he's gonna call me. i was quite nervous! he called me with his number and we talked...it was a nice and nervous feeling =ppp when i heard his voice i was like 'so deep ah his voice?' hehehe. it was just for awhile and then we hung up. and instead, we text each other!
soon after that, we decided to meet each other. i was nervous like hell because he wanna meet me when i'm in school uniform! i remembered that time i was studying in ite bedok and coincidentally, he was around that area. i was like 'da sampai sini, jumpe je!' and so we met at raffles. i was so nervous i couldnt explained. i reached first. my heart was thumping so fast that im very fidgety. he was very very late but i dont mind hehehehhehehhe =ppp around 5 plus, suddenly a guy came up to me. i looked up and it was him. we didnt smile each other (weirddd) both of us walked into raffles city so fast (and i seriously don't know why). then he talked to me first, he said he wanna look at something in agnes b. i told him to go ahead while i wait for him outside because im in school uniform! haha lol! i was paisey leh! he entered for awhile and few seconds he walked out. we talked a little because im so nervous and i know he is too! seriously nervous. since we stayed so near, we went home together and took the same bus. while waiting for the bus near the esplanade, he sat on a handle grill. i really don't know what make me wanna do this but i came up to him and when in between his legs and lean on to him! hehe it was so nervous like seriously! especially when he kissed on my forehead! the feeling was soooooo greatt! so nervous but happy! i was sooo malu that i didn't talked to him much! but he did =p heh
we gt into the bus and nicely found ourselves two seat. i sat inside while he sat outside. i was sooo tired at that time. so sleepy and just wanna rest. we talked for awhile and a few mintues, i felt sleepy. i hugged his arm. he took my hand and began holding crisscrossed. and then he touched my hand..it was so magical seriously. i felt so warm hugging him especially when i'm sitting inside with the air con blowing directly to me.. and soon, i was napping..
minutes later, i felt his arm was shaking. some sort like trying to make me awake. i woke up and saw he was looking at me and wth i was so embarrased!! muke tido sehh burokkk nyee! hehe! we gt down the bus and he "pretended" saying to me 'mane ah rumah you? i pon nak tengok jugak rumah you kat mane..' haha actually he wanted to fetch me home but he used that as an excuse! hehe actually i dont mind! thru out the walked to my home we talked and talked and talked. he told me how far my home is and stuff..hehehehe it was nice after all. we hold on to each others hand all the way!
we reached at my void deck. and like out of a sudden, i hugged him and gave him a kissed on his lips!!! omg im blushing now =pppp and he was like 'youuu...' it was a great feeling i swear! after the kissed, he sat on a bench and light his cigarette. we continued talking till he finished the stick. he then left to home. my heart was thumping so fast when im in the lift. as im in the toilet my heart just wont stop thumping so fast! we text and text too and i remembered that time was the first time he called me 'b'! i dont remember what was the text about but it was like '......eh b?' i was damn happy i tell you!
and after i had my bath, i online and saw his nickname at msn says 'it's LOVE'.
a few weeks later, we start to hang out.
it was on 1 nov, sunday night.. after we hanged out, he fetched me home. we stopped at my void deck..and we hugged and suddenly, he asked if i could be his girlfriend! it was the best thing that have ever happen in my lifeee!! of course with no hestitaion, i said 'baby....' and hugged him!
till now, we still continued our journey. we are now 1year4months old.. we managed to overcome sooo many obstacles and until today, our love remains strong. true enough, when he serves the nation and im busy working, we had a little tiff. but then again, it was just a challenge that was just testing us..i hope we will be forever as long as we can. i hope our love will never change and no matter how major our fights is, we will still remain together. we had never quarrel about some third party thingy. it was always about misunderstanding. we managed to settled it all and i'm glad we made it..
dear dhil,
from today onwards, i will give you extra love baby. looking at our photos in my phones..our old photos, really make me teared. it was happy tears to be exact. i have never regret being with you, i have never complained being with you. everything about you is just so perfect that i marked you as my forever one. i wanna live with you for as long as i can. i would do anything to get us back on track. i will shower you my love everyday and make you the happiest boy on earth. having you by my side really keeps me going to be who am i today. you are the reason i am not giving up as always. i love you so deeply baby. i miss all the things we had before. i have always cherished every moments we had thru out the years we've been together be it the ups or downs. i love you so much baby, be by my side forever..
love, jane <3333 |
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